tired out.

err. in case any1 thinks tht i am pissed frm the below entry..
im not. haha. its just another false alarm.:/
but better clarify in case some pple come and ask dumb qsns again
and then tell me a whole loada crap
and then conclude that i have changed
and then look so darn satisfied at acting bigg.
like hello what is your humongous prob?
anw ya.
recently been qt str-forward. hmm.
i dun think b4 i speak.
or act.
i know that.
and i dun need you to act bigg as usual and tell me that.
but thanks anyway.
like whatever. :l
got back ppr. qt shitty cos i cld have gotten better marks
4 lit n amaths n chi but i din.:/
shucks. i deproved. :l
but ya. nv mind. i shall strive to get A for amaths.
without doing hmwk. :l
ouch. my back hurts.
and i want to get the yellowcard cd!
but they have 4 cds. haah
enen was right. :)
haha. anw choir is leaving tonite.
haha. wells. the dream wun come true. :)
i met santha at the bus stop again.
think jacintha is my jinx. haah
and ytd met tht crazy guy twice den nt like trying to run away only.. haha
and jiawei and philana and tomato were togther. like good la.
haha. cnt stand enen's reaction. haha.
shucks im broke. :l
and im going out to watch shrek 2 with onyee ede pearly charmaine shihui.
like not kaza only. anyhow drag pple wan. haha
all tht enen's fault la. she too scared i will find out tht the toothy thing loves her so she dun wan to watch.. haha. not think very far only. haha :/
haha enen dun be angry la.. its qt expected. haha. :/
okay i crap for v long alrdy. haha :)
feeling qt sian of maths. haha

meow! ((: // at 5:22 PM.

dont you see what do you
creates bigg ripples
in my heart?

hmm dun feel like blogging
but anw since im here jus blog
well recently nth happened la
hmm just that someone trying to be stupid again
like not sickening la.
and ytd like chi lesson not pissed off only
but now okay la.
and i was acct in qt a bad mood,
but janis leaving soon so cnt be angry with her what.
and somemore its qt a small matter although i was qt angry,
but whatever, i decided to let it go.
its xueting's birthday! :):):)
gave her de prs. ya.
anw i recently qt kan bu shuang some pple.
esp some idiots like not abit trying to be funny la.
urghs
why must there be such pple on this earth??
anw i have to procliam that for goodness sake i DO NOT i repeat
DO NOT have any sort of stupid designs on leheng or jesssica
so all the shallow minded and oversuspicious fools out there
can please shut their overflowing shit of a buccal cavity.

janis and leheng >>take care n have a safe trip! miss me yar? :)
haha

happy fifteen xueting!! :)

got a bigg hole in my heart that was torn up by you

meow! ((: // at 4:44 PM.

somethings are not meant to be said
words said cannot be taken back
what is not urs, might be urs even if u dun deserved it.
it's too late to turn back and wonder and regret
it's just too bad by then, leaving u 2 accept everything.

take a step back sometimes to see the overview of things and calm down and relax. being agitated will nv help, learn to bear wif things tt does not seeem to be ur liking. i've learnt and tried, things seem to be get better on the surface but not the inside. i will try to let things be better again, i promised i will try and succeed.

meow! ((: // at 8:42 PM.

this is zoeraine and anna. :)

anna says: hello.
zoeraine says: hi.
anna says: ok shall we start talking?
zoeraine says: what do you think? you start first lahs.
anna says: orh.

so we talked talked talked and talked and its for us to know so byebye.

haha we are sorry for wasting your time and we both agree that that was lame. haha.
oh ya. zoeraine wants to say i luv you to vanns.
:)) hey zoeraine how could you??!! haha

meow! ((: // at 4:42 PM.

its so hott and im dying in here!!!!! ahhs!

sorry. wos just being lame. but its really hot. :l

meow! ((: // at 6:04 PM.

eyes are feeling heavy
but they never seem to close.

lalala. im finally here agn. zoe's comp brk dwn so im da onli one who can kip de blog alive! haha. how ego is that. toinks. anw.. jus did mie lit and it sucks cos there's nth to write in de report.. so toinkstoinks. wells. at least im a little better off than a certain someone. hor? haha. sleeping last yr away. ahaha. okay okay shall nt be evil haha ;)

If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it .
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .
If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know...tell her/him.
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you .
And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .
If you really want to kiss somebody...kiss her/him.
Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .
If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him.
Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.
If you need a hug from a friend... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really have friends who you appreciate...tell them.
Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.
If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it .
Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

think that's qt nice. :) haha. yupps. nth much to say larr.

i relly hope i can get rid of mie attitude. or at least, i can try to stop it. :I

meow! ((: // at 5:49 PM.

happy birthday ying tung!!!!

meow! ((: // at 2:29 PM.

when you get lonely
if no one's around

whee! mummy bot a shirt and a box of chocs fer me! :D ahha. yumms. godiva chocs. dark selection. whee! MIE FAV! :D hahahah. so happee. hahah. lalala. okays. shall stop being so crasy. muahaha. anws.
had sqd meeting ytd. yeaas. as usual, not all 17 ppple turned up. :l but like whats new rites. yups. and its like...during sqd meeting. i wosnt talkin. yeaas. but it went qt well. hah. i still opened mie mouth near e end. yeaas.
and we discussed loadsa stuff. qt successful larr. haha. yeps.aft tht, wenta get yingtung's pres wif zoeraine.
den end up we both shared for her. :)
haha. so fun to choose present. :)
and everting wos qt settled acct. budden later at nite dunno wot happened den like so messed up. baas. got me qt madd. yeas. but its setttled le. :) after a whole load of calls larr.
i conccluded that she's still madd.
so its kinda sick feeling in the air nows.
and yups. been dragging enen to eat douhua (!!) wif me alot recently. haha. also she matchmake one wot. haha. so funn to see tht look on her face. hahaah. anws. da blogs been qt stagnant. duhh. haha. yeps.
feel like calling someone to yakk. but really dun feel like dialing unfamilliar numbers. after all, the number that ive always been dialing is no longer readily avaliable anymore. at least, no longer accessible to me.blaahs. loada crap. okays i shall do sum other stuff nows. too lazy to cont le. haha :)

oh yar. wos supp to go out tdy but somehow... yeaas. ended up going fer jap wif mie bro. :)

if you can live without me then why cant i live without you?

meow! ((: // at 2:25 PM.

i know how it feels to
walk out on your own

heys im finally backk. woo. mie mummy came back tis morn.. haha cos i was almost late for sku, den when mie dad opened e door my mum jus came in. haha. den outside like got one taxi like not extra larr. haha.. yeps. haha. so happy to see mie mum. yeaas. she got injured in new york.. bleahs. but thank God her injury is qt superficial larr. whee! so happy to see mie mummy agn. haha. yeps.
jus had a bio test b4 recess. so toink can.. i nv study de things all come out. den kana tricked by one dumb qsn. toink.. haha. anw later im going out!! haha. cos must get bdae pres for some fren of mine. haha. yeaas. den later still mus stay back fer some sqd meeting tht im not gna talk at all. mie mood tdy is like qt badd lars. poofs.
i hate mie stupid lousy memory. bleahs. acct mie memory is okayys de. jus tht i forgot tht i had an appointment with mie fren.. bleahs. and i yue another fren out. poofs. den when i reailsed my stupid mistake and den i had to cancel the later app.... den mie fren got so pissed off cos i said i cnt go out with her.. bleahs. its like wots de point of getting so worked up rights. poofx. small air.
and she dao-ed me can!!! ahhs. so many yrs de hao you alrdy den like still lyddat. poofs.
blaaahs. and i wos so irritated alrdy den some fat assholes have to come n re wo agn. totally felt like throwing my shoes at her can.. but anw if i really throw at her later mus go n disinfect ah. poofs. waste my detergent. pui. yupps. so like that lorrs. poofs
i needa go le! ahhs. haah. kays i'll be back. yo.

~ cat.
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meow! ((: // at 11:02 AM.