something of value

happy birthday wenxu! :))
my sunshine! :)

wells.
whee!
cant wait to step into the airport again! :))
ahahaha. :)
soon.

:) its the hols alrdy! unofficially.
but i'll be missing 1 1/2 weels of lessons.
mostly maths. :/
loads of catching up to do. grr.
whee! :)) i want my vcd!
haha.
think sec 4's going to be tough.
ah wells.
looks like im not going to have much time to slack next yr.
:)
realised that report books are not even out.
was there some reply silp abt meet-the-parents? :(
hmm.

anyways, to all taking the exam,
which begins on monday:
good luck and jiayou fer O's! :))

hahah. :) whee!
kindda miss town.
esp taka! :) havent been there since dunno when.
haha. but i was just in town. weird. :/
:))
people owe me outings! :)
yayys.

haha. went out with janis, hilary and jacintha. (on weds)
i cldnt eat much, thanks to my badd throat.
we shopped abit but didnt really buy anything.
and i spent all my cash on food. :))
and then we talked at starbucks. :)
and that person gave me like one cup tall of whipped cream with my frapp.
so i had this fantastic tower ( it was really tall! ) of whipped cream.
and i was happily licking it away. :)
ahhs. so sweet! :)
haha. and i guess it was qt entertaining for the others.
the 'tower' was wobbling qt dangerously tho' :))
haha. we should do that again. :)

and i went far east with evelyn and qien on thurs. :)
nothing there acct.
except tons of feminine cloths. bah. :(
haha.
wells i guess that's it.

watched three hrs of daoshen just now.
its qt crapp.
compared to my yttlj. :))
then did the FA thing. :/
yawns. :/
my fa was never gd anw.
:)

meow! ((: // at 6:22 PM.

caught. :/

hello.
what was i thinking?
shit.
i think i make a horrible "counsellor".
:/ shucks. yes. only no good comes out of me.

and to the four of you: im sorry.
im sorry if i said it too cuttingly just now. :/
im really sorry for being more of a hindrance than a help.
:((
and im sorry you all suffered thanks to me :/
sorry.
i know how little one word can do to mend the damage.

darn. shall not elaborate.
and dont bother saying it.
rahhhs.

meow! ((: // at 7:17 PM.

honesty. :))

If you search for tenderness,
it isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone to say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

I can find a lover, I can find a friend
I can have security until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me with promises again
I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me, don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one I depend upon

this is true.
i know what i want from you.
man. is it that hard to be honest?
:/ sometimes i cant figure out.
how does your mind work?
i really dont know.
blahhs. i just wished i knew you.
as in the real you. :/

meow! ((: // at 7:06 PM.

turn your back
and dont look back

ever again.

well. im supposed to be watching tv. :/
just sent the email abt minicomp to the teachers.
shucks. think hotmail delibrately gen wo zhuo dui.
cos it conked out on me AGAIN.
shucks. :/ hmm. what if the emails dint reach the teachers?
not exactly my fault rights. :/
shall try again tmr. yucks.
im starting to detest this.
:/

i want to go out tmr. hope that kcp will not keeep their students so busy.
((: yayys. hehs. i want! haha.
hmm. seems that im doing crapp! :/
why?! why?! ahhhhs. someone please donate five marks to me !
i need five marks. for my passion and life.
shucks. im going to miss kuaileyu. :/
im not even watching tv.
and that's surprising. :/

yay. ren wo au you or wotever is starting soon. (: yayys.
it looks promising. :) heh.
and yay! :)) im happy. :))
guess janis and zoe know why. :)) haha.
whee! :))

happy birthday shifu! :))

meow! ((: // at 7:05 PM.

im the one who wants to be with you.

okay. everyone's saying this so its qt a known fact tht exams are, yes,( finally), over. :)) and i shall refrain frm commenting on the papers. except one - elementary mathematics.
yes. and its not elementary at all, my dear watson. unless you are sherlock holmes or some maths pro. :/
shucks. it was the most impt paper- to me. cos its supposedly my passion and my life and i-- lets just say i blew it. great. abt 20+ marks gone alrdy la. great. absolutely fantastic. in case you're wondering, the rest of my papers went along that line. yarr. qt shit la. :/

wells. aside from the depressing stuff.
went out with suhui ytd :))
yep. did the usual. walked and talked.
watched white chicks. it wos qt lame. :)
all that biantai jokes la. and i cant belief the fbi guy was so disgusting.
checking fer dna. yar right.:/ haha. qt nice la. :)
and yupps.

feeling so tired. may be going out tmr?
so sleepy. slept half my day away alrdy.
think im learning from a certain pigg? :)
haha. so humid :/ the sun is getting more powerful! :)
waiting fer zoe to call me. :)

yitiantulongji rocks!
last ep alrdy :/ i support minmin! :))
minmin and wuji look so pei together! :))
and the xiaolongnu so pro! her skills v gd lor! :))
great show!:)
loved the ending! :) want to watch again.
and sylvester! whee! s'p idol. :))

got nth to say :/

enen! :)) since when are my entries inspirational? they're all crapp la! :)
haha. thanks for missing me though! :))
onyee! :)) hello. im not obsessed okay. like thanks la. haha. wells. see ya. :))

meow! ((: // at 4:08 PM.